My name is patrick anthony, and i am still trying to figure out who i am

For as long as I can remember I have struggled with seeing myself. I think most people are able to identify who they are, but it has always been difficult for me. For better or worse, many of my relationships with friends and girlfriends have been conscious efforts to see if I can find a reflection of myself in other people mostly to no avail. This blog is an attempt to see if I can find myself by visiting journal entries from when I was a child all the way up into my adult life. Thanks for coming to be a part of my journey.